The sky is dark,
The darkness overcome me,
I trust in nothing,
A glint of hope is a fake,

One more is a fake,
It is better to be alone,
As time goes by,
Nothing is better,

I hope on nothing,
But only a little care,

It is better to have one,
But one is a fake for me,
I hope no more,
It is for you and me...


xoxo,
royal out!!!

sleeping well

PAROIMIA had finally come to an end. Just got home from the last play and fisted on some really fatty food there. Sigh… now that is over I’m really gonna miss doing make up for my RED people I miss the mistakes I made on their faces, the drawing, the painting and most of all the companionship. Actually the list goes on. It’s been crazy, wild and hectic but it all pays off well in the end of the day. Anyway, bottom line I had lots of fun and glad I was a part of it.

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I got a call from SEGi yesterday morning; guess what I qualified for the UK advance degree thingy from the University of Greenwich. Yup here I come!!! UK degree holder in 1 year time woooohooooo. But is going to be tough lar.. As I’ll be jumping straight into my final year… swt.. Saw my course outline freaking tough subjects man. But well at last I have the peace in my mind. Seeing that is what I want and also God’s will so haha bubyebubye UCSI (glad I’m not going there)

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Drank some chamomile tea and now I’m feeling a little drowsy. So apparently it does work or am I drain out due to the long day I had today. Anyway I’m gonna hit the sack already. Btw will be posting really wacky behind the scene pictures soon hopefully. Nightzzz people. I can finally sleep WELL!!!


xoxo,
royal OUT

Adam Lambert rocks man.. I have been so in love with his hypnotic voice even more after he sang Mad World. It’s hauntingly beautiful like they said. He is such a versatile singer. I was a fan of Danny Gokey at first no doubt he’s a good singer as well and I’m kinda touch by his life (the passing away of his wife). Sad… but then came Adam Lambert LOL woot.. woot… his voice is just so hypnotic as I said. Haha I’ve been captivated and am addicted to his voice.. I hope he wins... aaahhh I'm so addicted to Mad World been listening to it every single day over and over again.

check out Born to be Wild to Black and White one of my favourite too by him

randomnezzz in Starbucks,

royal OUT!!!

Just restless
The head on the moon
Feet dangling in the abyss
The trunk in the vacuum
Just like that
Restless


xoxo,
royal OUT

Gosh I think UCSI might the wrong choice after all. I called SEGi this morning, and I was told that they have this advance express degree by the Uni of Albertay Dundee UK where you’ll skip the first and second year of your degree and jumped straight into your final year. This means I would get my degree in 1 year time. BUT they have to see if I'm qualified for it anot lar… So well I’m sending them my full transcript so that they can process it and send it over to UK to see whether I’m qualified. I really really hope so. *fingers cross*

Updates…

Officially finished my diploma

Finally got my results (not bad I’m pleased with it)

Went for two interviews but ended up not working due to my dad although I got the job. tsk.. tsk…

Been reading some really good books (The 10 Commandments of Dating, Bless You etc.)

Watched lots of old and new movies

Been listening to loads of Christian music by various artists. It really helped me reflect on tons of stuff that had been going on lately

Manage to catch up with quite a number of people this few weeks.

Been overspending lately (shopping) quite broke too :(

Registered myself into UCSI for B.A in Business Administration

(still wondering if it’s the right choice)

Starting my degree soon…. Wonder is it something that I should be happy about LOL

Been busy with PAROIMIA on the weekends

white make up

Good and bad

the boy with girl's lips

the "king"

picture of a picture taken of Jon few years back

that's all for now

xoxo

royal out!!!!

The day light breaks again

Another day has begun.

But still no sleep has come.

My body is weary

My mind overworked.

I lie awake thinking

But what I am unsure.

I need to break free from the cycle I endure.

Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.

I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide

Unable to break free from the everyday flow.

This is not me I need to change, before time takes over

And I am unable to change.

I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary

And become that person I have always longed for.

Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.

Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.

Make changes in my life and help those in need.

I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way

And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

xoxo,
royal OUT!!!